When Sri Sathya Sai tested Vedam Chanting of His Students...
Growing Within - By Dr. Suma Rao
My musings found an echo in God’s vast Love. That very day, Bhagavan called my father for an interview and He mentioned that I spent my time drawing pictures of God. He also remarked that Anantapur College had the Presence of God and that it would be perceived by those whose hearts were open to it.
Growth is a way of life in the garden of God’s institutions. Here, an atmosphere is provided where students are exposed to one system and encouraged to forge an internal relationship with God. It is in this relationship that the seat of virtue lies. Virtue must emanate from the depth of one’s being and not be a superficial adoption of some actions. It involves soul searching and an honest attempt to change one’s pattern of thinking and actions. This act of internal change is possible only when one is able to see beyond the selfishness of everyday living. Only the presence of an enormous, selfless and all encompassing Love can motivate one to look beyond one’s own self and make a dedicated attempt at living a true and godly life.
In the world today, people are encouraged to meet their own desires and think only of themselves. This situation offers even less occasion for the practice of or belief in a life of virtue and goodness. Goodness is treated as a weakness. To counter this tide of trite living, what is needed is an experience of great love which will restore the dying belief in goodness.
The true practice of goodness necessitates certain conditions. Firstly, an abiding belief in God. Secondly, a perception of God’s love in a real and personal sense, and thirdly, a sincere attempt to align one’s living to one’s beliefs.
Belief in God is essential in order to create vision. The difference between a materialistic and a spiritual point of view is that of perspective. The materialistic point of view seeks tangible and concrete results. The belief in justice and fairness declines because the happenings in the short run are considered absolute in themselves. The ends become more important than the means. The randomness of experience and the uncertainty of existence create fear which arouses the survival instinct, forcing one to strive to achieve his desires even at the cost of other people’s happiness. Contrary to this, the spiritual perspective, because of its belief in God, perceives a sense of security in Him. It can afford the long-term view of life. It necessitates the consideration of ethical means to achieve holistic ends. It creates an attitude of patience and forbearance in the face of uncertainty and loss. This is the reason why belief in God is the cornerstone of a spiritual life.
Since human life is an amalgam of thoughts, emotions and actions, the experience of God and His Love needs to be real for us, in order to believe completely. This is one of the first lessons that Bhagavan’s students learn. This is however taught by the Great Master himself. Most students remember a time when they needed support, counsel or guidance and found it in Bhagavan’s words and discourses; dreams or interactions; directly or indirectly. It is this personal experience of Divinity that builds true confidence and courage in them. This I can attest, with many personal experiences. On one sunny morning, Bhagavan called my parents and sister for an interview and blessed them profusely. Soon after, my parents were involved in a serious automobile accident and suffered injuries. Bhagavan’s abundant love for us during this crucial time saw us through. Today we look back at that period of time and consider it the best of our experiences. Only God’s love can transmute a moment of sorrow into a moment of joy. The result of such an experience is an abiding belief that God is always with us even if we are not aware of it.
The biggest miracle of God lies in the fact that He creates in us the desire to be worthy of His Love. This is perhaps the beginning of the practice of virtue. The contact with God’s simple, lucent and flooding Love awakens the need for light in one’s own life. We begin to pay heed to His words and try to align our living to the principles that He stands for. The process of changing one’s self is no simple task. It requires an awareness, constant effort and patience. Above all, it requires the catalyst of God’s grace. True change cannot occur on the physical level unless it is preceded by change in a higher dimension. Internal change shows in external behavior. The quality of life can be judged by the response an individual exhibits to life’s challenges and situations. A positive, consistent and enduring response is perhaps what we call virtue. Bhagavan gives the example of the sandalwood tree, which lends fragrance even to the axe that chops it. Self-sacrifice of this kind can be found only in saints who have their source of strength in God’s abundant love. Considering that Life has been given to us to conduct experiments of this sort, wherein skills and attitudes of higher living have to be acquired, it is necessary for each person to understand and practice the principles of true and higher living to the best of his ability.
The desire to live in a more meaningful way itself begins to draw circumstances in our life which reveal to us our particular weaknesses, thinking patterns, and unquestioned beliefs. The inner view of life coupled with the belief in God forces us to take responsibility for change in our attitudes and actions. This process of objectively looking at our own faults is possible only because of the Grace of God. This is because it is a natural instinct for every person to gloss over one’s own faults and blame others for problems in life. Of all battles, the battle with the little self - the ego - is perhaps the most difficult one. Its insidious arguments and its ability to cloud perception, which encourages us to pursue smaller and selfish goals, make it a formidable enemy. It is in this battle that God’s help is most crucial. The presence of God is felt most when the pain of facing oneself overpowers purpose and intention, when the goal seems distanced, and everything is doubted. It is at such times that Bhagavan reaches out to us and restores our belief.
Source: Vidyagiri: Divine Vision (2006)
"If you study with Shraddha you will not forget..."
The God We Know – By Karthik Prashanth
But to us, His own, His students, He is beyond even His Divinity. We see Him not as the many armed, haloed, resplendent demigod. No, He is our beloved, waiting in love by the shades of slow time, for us to return His love. We see not the thousand blazing suns that flash in His eyes; we see the glint of mischief that presses the signet of eternity upon many a fleeting moments of unsullied joy. We hear not the declarations that He makes; we hear His whispers that echo in the caves of our beings. We feel not His touch when He crowns us in glory; but we sense His touch in every scented evening breeze that caresses our face.
He wins the faith and belief of His devotees with His miracles: He wins our hearts with His little cares. Be it in teaching us how to groom our hair, or wear our neatly pressed clothes; be it in teaching us the dining etiquette, or how to conduct ourselves; He takes personal interest which dissolves any distance between us.
For Him each one of us is equally important, like His very own. It was Darshan time, and our Lord strolled out of His residence, welcomed by the first golden gleams of the morning sun, and the sweet twitter of the early birds. In those days boys used to stand lined up on either side of the path that led from Swami’s residence to the audience hall. As Bhagavan walked by He suddenly looked into the face of one of the boys, and without another word went back into His residence. A few minutes later He came out and went about as if nothing had happened. But as He passed that boy He threw to him a small white box of Vaseline and softly reproached him about his chapped lips. None of his classmates had even so much as noticed those fissures. The boy’s eyes welled with tears.
Avatars have blessed mankind in every Age. But none have come to find kinship so deep and so far spread. None has given so much of Himself and received so much from His loved ones. Often we hear people speak of Lord Rama and Lord Krishna, and the good fortune of the men and women who were their contemporaries. But here we are more blessed than they for we are closer and dearer to this Lord of ours.
As a little boy I used to wonder why God has to come down to earth to carry out His mission. Could He not sit in the Heavens and work wonders with a mere wave of His hand, like all the magicians I had come across? It was one of my elder brothers in the hostel who narrated a beautiful story about why God chooses to come down. The story goes as follows:
In a distant kingdom there lived a loving queen and her princes and princesses returned her love equally. The mother and her children were a happy lot. The children spent their days playing around in the palace gardens. They could play anywhere except in the garden; it was the strict instruction of the queen to her children, for the garden had upon it a spell - ‘anyone who entered it lost any faint remembrance of who they were’. Instead they would begin to believe that they were sheep and from then on lead the life of a sheep, taking the garden for their entire world.
But as in all stories with forbidden gardens or for that matter forbidden anything, the children on one fine evening lost track of where they were. All of a sudden they saw a beautiful garden and were instantly drawn towards it. The children entered the enchanted garden and began to live bovid lives.
When the queen came to know of the happenings she hastened to leave behind all the wealth and comforts of the royal palace and join her flock in the garden. Without a second thought she entered the enchanted garden to live like a sheep, for that was the only way she could now win kinship with her children who no longer recognized her, and the only way she could help them break the spell. Days chased months and months chased years, slowly the sheep came to love the queen as the mother of the flock. They would love to be by her side all day long. They knew she was special, but none thought beyond that, for they were now mere sheep. And to this day the queen strives to help her children break the spell one by one. She never tires. She does it all by herself for they are her children; she loves them and they love her.
So is it with this God of ours, too. Leaving the white heavens, He descends upon the dark earth to walk amidst us, desperately striving to tell us, His children, that we are no mortals but are His very own. He spares no efforts, He leaves no stone unturned. He holds no cares for Himself, save those of His children. For Him their joys are His, their welfare is His. But in His love He at times dons even unpleasant masks. He does it to ensure the well-being of his children.
It was in my first year of joining Bhagavan’s college at Brindavan. One week had passed and we were rejoicing in His company. All was well, when one fine morning as we assembled at the prayer hall in the Institute we received the shocking news that Swami was upset with the boys. Neither reasons nor explanations were given. We were left wondering what had gone wrong where. In the evening Swami did not call us to His residence. For the next three days He refused to even walk by the side where we sat for Darshan. Every heart bled. One day as we prepared to proceed to the Institute we received the message that Bhagavan was leaving for Puttaparthi and that too in a huff.
With searing agony and numbing senses we rushed to Trayee. We decided that as a last attempt to undo any wrong on our part we must surround Bhagavan and beg His forgiveness. And so we positioned ourselves at vantage points, meekly awaiting the right moment.
Soon the doors opened and Bhagavan came down the steps, not so much as casting a glance upon any one of us. As He walked into our ranks we broke loose and locked around Him in chains, crying in desperation asking for mercy and forgiveness. But to our horror, His heart instead of melting, seethed with greater anger. Scolding us in the harshest of tones, He turned towards our trembling Warden and told him that we were the most unruly set of boys that He had ever come across, and that we were not to be allowed to go to Parthi henceforth for any celebrations, especially the forthcoming Sports Meet. So saying He turned around and got into His car and sped away without even bidding us farewell.
Every face was tear-streaked. None had the strength to console the other. All were desolate and shattered. For the next few weeks the hostel had the eerie silence of a thousand graveyards. For days on end we heard no laughter. Boys forgot what it was to play games or enjoy their food. Many fasted; many more went through more unspeakable anguish. However, managing to muster sufficient hope we decided to prepare for the Sports Meet, though we were repeatedly told by the then Vice Chancellor that there was no sign of Bhagavan relenting.
The Eleventh of January drew close. And as we waited with fingers crossed, we were told that the Vice Chancellor had managed to convince Bhagavan to include us too in the Sports Meet. Delighted, we landed in Prasanthi Nilayam. Things went on fine; Swami seemed to be happy once again with us. The day of the Sports Meet dawned, each campus put up events and Swami sat through the whole programme. But unusually, during the programme He left the stage many times to use the makeshift washroom behind. This passed casually, and at the end of the day everyone was left happy.
Soon the preparations for the fourteenth of January began. It was a festive occasion, for Bhagavan had expressed His immense joy at the end of the Sports Meet. And finally the fourteenth too came. Swami was to bless us with His Divine Discourse. As is the custom, three speakers preceded Bhagavan; the Brindavan Warden, the Anantapur Warden and the Vice Chancellor. When the Warden of Brindavan began to speak, without a clue, he broke down in uncontrollable sobs. Shocked, the entire gathering waited for him to collect himself and then explain.
On the morning of Eleventh January as Swami came into the Hill View Stadium, due to a minor technical snag Bhagavan had tripped in His chariot. Though it appeared that He was unhurt, He had actually sustained a severe cut running along His back, from a protruding sheet of silver that decorated His chariot. He had also bruised His arms. And all along the day He had managed to hide it from all of us. He bore the pain (with a pleasant front all the while) hurrying to the washroom to soak up towels of blood that continued to wet His robe.
When asked why He had had to go through all this, He replied that one of the boys who had performed a difficult yogic stance on a moving truck was destined to fall and break his spine at multiple points. It was for the same reason that He had to enact a drama many months beforehand trying His level best to avoid the whole Sports Meet. But alas! Fools that we were, we failed to abide by His Providence. Left with no choice He took upon Himself the entire calamity.
What forces the mighty Divine Force to come down to earth to dance to our tunes and go through all this in the name of love? Even as we sat there, each sobbing like a little infant, men, women and children, young and old, He comforted us in His discourse and in front of our very eyes cured Himself of the painful injuries as a token of His love.
"Prema and Tyaaga can cure any disease..."
Swami: (To a Music College student) How is your Principal?
Student: Swami, he is still not feeling well.
Swami: Learn Veena from your Madam, later, you can learn from your Principal. He has got a very high standard. You all can sit there (showing a place on the portico) and play. Your Principal can keep the Taalam (beat) sitting here. How many of you play the Veena?
Student: Swami, six of us.
Swami: You can all sit there comfortably and play.
Student: Swami, shall we play the Keertanas.
Swami: First you play simple tunes; then you can play the Keertanas. How many of you play the Mrudangam?
Student: Swami, eight of us.
Swami: And how many of you play the Tabla?
Student: Swami, six of us.
Swami: How many of you are learning vocal?
Student: Swami, fourteen of us.
Swami: Manchiga Cheyalli. Nidaanamuga (You have to perform nicely. Do it slowly). Quality important.
Student: Yes Swami, You had told us.
Swami: (To Prof. Anil Kumar) Do you know?
Prof. A. K.: I know it only in bits and pieces.
Swami: Pilliki Kooda Bhiksham Pettevaadu Kaadu (He would not give alms even to a cat)! He was one of the richest men in the world. He always used to think of money only because of which he never ate properly. Once he had got a terrible disease. He went to all the doctors but they told him that no medicine could cure him. Then he came to Me and I told him that two words could cure him. They are Tyaagam (sacrifice) and Prema (love). He then built a hospital in California. All doctors told him that he would not live beyond 50 years. But ultimately, he lived for 97 years.
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This experience has been detailed in Swami’s biography Sathyam Sivam Sundaram.)
Prof. A. K.: Swami, that means Tyaagam can increase your life span! Do we find such people in the foreign land also?
Swami: Such people are there even today. They are there in every country. It is better to live for two days doing sacrifice, than to live years like a miser. Prema and Tyaaga can cure any disease. Prema Aushadham, Tyaagam Patyam (Love is like medicine, and sacrifice is like the prescribed diet). Edi Hindupur Vaadu? (Where is the Hindupur boy?) (The student came front.) Veena Anni Techukoni Pettukondi. Strings Pampistaanu. ‘Sa’ string Ekkuva Virigipotundi, Teesukuni Unchuko (Get your Veena and keep it ready. I will send the strings. The ‘Sa’ string breaks more often, so keep them more).
Prof. A. K.: Swami, will the string break even if this small boy plays?
Swami: It does not depend on who plays. It is because of the tightening of the string for tuning the Veena.
Prof. A. K.: But what will happen if the string breaks during the concert?
Swami: That is why they keep a spare Veena there. They even keep a Tabla. Everything has disease. Rathi Kuda Jabbu Undi. Kathinamaina Rati Rati Kuda Karigi Pravahinche Manishi Ga Marutundi (Even a rock has disease. A rock that is hard melts and becomes a human who flows). When it rains the rock gets melted and it gets dried in the sun. On that when birds droppings fall, a tree is born. The tree gives fruits which are consumed by humans. Based on what humans consume, a new human is born.
Prof. A. K.: So we should not look down upon anything.
Swami: (To one Music College student) How many songs do you know?
Student: Fifteen, Swami.
Swami: Yesterday you had told that you knew only eight. Why are you telling fifteen today? (To another student) How many do you know?
Student: Swami, ten.
Swami: You have to practise well. If you do not sing well, the students who sing well will also get a bad name. (To a student after taking his letter) English Koncham Manchiga Nerchukondi (Learn English properly). (Seeing a writing on one of the letters.) What is the meaning of “To my all in all.” “To my all” is enough. (Takes letters from few more students. To one of the Music College student) Are you practising?
Student: Yes Swami.
Swami: (Smiling) Swaram Tappite Stage Paine Kodataanu. Baaga Paadite Medal Istaanu (If you commit a mistake, I will beat you on the stage itself. If you sing well, I will give you a medal). One lady sang here, what is her name?
Warden: Kavita Krishnamurthy, Swami.
Swami: Who sang the song “Dayaku Premaku…”?
Warden: Chitra, Swami.
Swami: All these people are coming. So, you have to sing well. (To two students) Go day after tomorrow in the morning after 9 o’clock. (Swami starts going towards the interview room. To one student) Where do you come from?
Student: Swami, Kalpakkam.
Swami went inside interview room.
Understanding the Mysteries of the Body, Mind and Soul
The Atma is subtler than the mind; therefore it gets into the mind itself. It is greater than the greatest things. Atman itself is man and man is Atman. God takes the form of man. Human birth is very difficult to attain. The extraordinary Atmic power exists in the form of man. God descends on earth in order to save man, protect Dharma and lead man on to the right path.
The Four Forms of the Body
Man should not consider and give too much importance to the gross form. The gross body is only a protection and a shield to the inner and the most powerful Divinity existing within. There is a causal body, which transcends and exists beyond the subtle body and the gross body. There is the supreme causal body, which transcends the causal body itself. Man is the combination of these four forms of body: Sthula (gross), Sukshma (subtle), Karana (causal) and Mahakarana (Supreme causal). Man has not been able to recognise and realise this truth. Therefore, he is giving all importance to the physical body, which is made of five elements, and in order to protect it and foster it, he is spending all his energy and time.
Four blind men had once gone to an elephant, to find out its form. One of the four blind men went near it, touched its stomach and said that the elephant is like a wall. Another blind man touched its ears and said that the elephant is like a winnowing pan. The third blind man happened to touch the leg and said that the elephant is something like a pillar. The last blind person happened to touch the tail of the elephant and thought that the elephant is like a broomstick. In the same way, 99% of people consider the physical form as the real man and give all importance to that particular physical frame alone. These people can be considered as blind, who do not know what true knowledge and wisdom is. Few others believe that man essentially means the mind, which is a conglomeration of thoughts that forms an account of the thought processes.
One in a million people has considered the Mahakarana Tattva, the great causal principle, as the real man. If you view it scientifically and in the true sense, you are the most fortunate one if you have realised this truth. One who recognizes the great causal body, which transcends the others, has sanctified his life. The gross body, which is made up of the five elements, is something like a cover. This is only one fourth of the personality of man. Mind, which is very powerful, which is all-pervasive, is strong in its force. When it is also considered, it forms only half of the personality of a person. The other part of the personality consists of the Antah Karana. When that is added, three fourths of the personality is covered.
The principle of Atman - which is permanent and eternal - alone, is the real man. The Purusha Suktam has clearly declared that this particular Atma Tattva (Principle of the Atman) has thousand heads, thousand feet and thousand hands. All people who exist, all the forms that we see, are essentially the manifestation of this Atman. This particular body may be described as a Puramu (a town). The nature and principle of mind, which comes between the gross bodies and the other bodies has to be clearly understood. Mind may be considered as a service man. This particular person can be either promoted to a higher stage or he may be demoted to a lower stage if he commits mistakes. Therefore if you were to base your conduct on the principle of mind, it is possible for you to either get promoted or be demoted. It is in this context that it has been declared that it is the mind, which is responsible for both bondage and liberation. There are two tendencies or principles, which the mind follows. These two are Vikshepa and Laya. Vikshepa refers to the external activity. This Vikshepa functions and exists with reference to the activity associated with the external world. In the external world, it is impossible to find mind in a stable state. It is wavering continuously. This is described as Vikshepa.
That which is impermanent, that which is wavering, that which is always moving, may be described as Vikshepa. This is related to the gross world and the material world. Laya refers to the state where nothing exists - that is Shunya Sthiti. This is obtained in deep sleep state. During the deep sleep state, you will not be able to experience the existence of the mind. Mind does not function in that state. The thought processes will come to a standstill. It would be a state of total ignorance and total darkness. While Vikshepa is found in the waking state, Laya is found in the deep sleep state. When one takes these two paths of waking and deep sleep state, he is bound and cannot be liberated. Day after day, he is getting bound in a stronger way. The right royal path, therefore, is the path of concentration. If you give up the wavering states - the waking state and the Shunya state (deep sleep state), and take up the path of concentration, you are likely to get liberated.
Why is man subjected to difficulties and problems?
The reason is that his mind always indulges in the gross world. Body consists of twenty four properties – 5 Karmendriyas (senses of action), 5 Jnanendriyas (senses of perception), 5 Pranas (life breaths), 5 Koshas (life sheaths), mind, intellect, heart and ego. That is why body appears to be having more responsibilities. The subtle mind on the other hand, is based upon 14 principles; 5 Jnanendriyas, 5 life breaths, mind, heart, intellect, ego sense. For mind, there are no Karmendriyas or sheaths.
The conglomeration of thoughts has been described as mind. For the causal body, there are only tendencies. They are the mind and intellect. All the others are absent. When the mind comes in contact with the intellect, they become one. The Mahakarana Tattva does not have any attribute. It is very subtle. It is the Atma. It is all pervasive and it can be given any name. These four are described as gross, subtle, causal and Mahakarana (great causal).
Gross body is associated with Indriyas. The causal body is associated with tendencies. Mahakarana does not have any attributes. Gradually, the number of principles decreases as you travel from gross body to Mahakarana, from 24 to 14, 14 to 2, and then to nil. As the power of senses and feeling go on increasing, bondage also proportionately increases. That is why it is said, one can increase his concentration through meditation and that concentration can be fixed on God. Thus, the mind merges in God. It will become one with God. So long as you go on increasing your thoughts and desires, there will be only sorrow and misery. You cannot be happy.
Wind is described to be very fast moving, but mind goes faster than wind. It is very powerful. Mind can reach a place faster than light or sound. If you want to exercise control of mind, there is only one way. There was a British scientist who conducted a number of experiments and after all that, he wrote a single sentence in his diary - ‘Universe is a thought of God’. He declared that the entire Universe has emerged from the thought of God and therefore, it is impossible for anybody to understand it. But foolishly, we are trying to understand it. He came to a conclusion that only the Creator will be able to understand the Universe and none else. It is said that Hari alone can understand all His miracles. Only when man recognizes this truth, can he stop his wicked thinking. So long as man suffers from the burden of ego, he would not be able to clearly understand anything at all.
Temporarily, it is possible to exercise control and attain success in the world. We experience that coming together is always associated with separation of things. When things are separated we grieve. So long as we want to acquire a particular thing, we face many troubles and sorrows. We experience some happiness when we get that trivial thing. But, the moment we lose that particular thing, again we are stricken with sorrow. Essentially, we are sad both before acquiring the thing and after it is lost. Then, where is happiness? It exists between two difficulties. When was this Universe born? Anything that is born will have an end too. Before we were born, the world did not exist for us. Once we are dead, the world will not exist for us. Only between the birth and death, we are conscious of this world. If you mentally recognise this truth, it is possible to obtain the state of Madhava Sannidhyam (nearness to Divinity). Mind essentially means Madhava. Madhava also means man. Man means mind. If we recognise the unity of these three, then we will be able to achieve equality and only then will we reach Divinity. If we want to attain the state of equality, we should have unity. When we develop this unity, we can reach the Divinity. The process is as follows: From equality, we get purity; from purity we get unity; from unity we get Divinity. This is the path that we should follow. Therefore, there is a need for equal mindedness. For everything, we need to develop and foster love. Love is God and Live in Love.
Source: Mind, Body And Atma, Discourse 12, My Dear Students Volume 1, Divine Discourse at Sathya Sai Hostel on September 11, 1986
Sri Sathya Sai Institute of Higher Learning: A University Par Excellence - By Prof. S.V. Chittibabu
Sri Sathya Sai Institute of Higher Learning - Administrative Building at Prasanthi Nilayam |
Prof. S. V. Chittibabu (right) as the Chief Guest at the SSSIHL Convocation with Chancellor Sri Sathya Sai - November 22, 1996 |
Chancellor Sri Sathya Sai Addresses the SSSIHL Convocation - November 22, 1994 |
Sri Sathya Sai Institute Campuses |
International Sports Center at SSSIHL |
Morning Prayer Sessions at the Institute Campuses |